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Alemanita20
(Jessica )
38F
3 posts
5/8/2006 10:38 am

Last Read:
5/11/2006 7:20 pm

May 8, 2006


Okay, so I'm sitting here right now trying to figure out what do do w/ my life... I mean, I was supposed to be a married woman by now and I'm not. I'm just now getting back into this whole dating thing and I have no clue what to do, how to act or what to feel. I mean, right now I'm with out a job for the first time in 15 yrs because I was supposed to move to Texas, but it didn't work out. To late though, I had already quit my job to leave and now I'm jobless. On top of that, 3 weeks ago the engine blew up in my car, so now I don't have a vehicle either. I mean, it's not like it could get any worse right.

So anyway, May 8,2006 is a very dreary day. So I will sit here and contemplate and see what I'm going to do and I'll be back soon to give you guys some more interesting tidbits on my life.

Until then,
Hasta Luego,
Jessica


Denverhigh 86M
183 posts
5/8/2006 5:14 pm

JESSICA:
Like you said things could get worse, and they might.

Sometimes a door closes, just to have many more open.

Have a couple of Starbucks coffee, let things just happen.

I never have been out of a job in my life. Oh well when I was thirty six, I was out of a job for a week. Severance pay was covering me while I hunted for work..

My late mom, used to tell me, "Don't let go of one branch until you have a hold of another one." I tried doing that all my life.

Now, I am getting ready to let go of the last branch. . . . .

Bye. . . . Denver

Feliz Copa Mundial


Denverhigh 86M
183 posts
5/8/2006 5:16 pm

JESSICA:

By the way, I never figured out what to do with my life. I am still looking.

Check my blog out, and you will see.

Denver

Feliz Copa Mundial


papa_chubby
(Carlos H)
55M

5/8/2006 10:27 pm

Little German Girl, with a great smile and computer skills. Waitress, admin assistant, tech support, theres no limit to what you can do. At your age love hurts bad, bad love when it leaves, aches for days and weeks and months.

Which one of us can't say "how can something that felt so good, be gone, and what happened to it"?

Hope to see you back here, so you can share how you bounced back, stepped forward, caught up.

Whenever i feel down i think of that poem by Marianne Williamson:

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure, it is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us, we ask ourselves, who am i to be brilliant, georgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God your playing small does'nt help the world. There's nothing enlightening about shrinking down so someone won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone and as we let our own light shine, we unconciously give others permission to do the same as we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others
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